December Breeze

Tomorrow is the start of December, wondering why there are lesst Christmas lights today and in the pas, unlike before that almost all households manages to put even just the simpliest lights they can provide just to send out the Christmas Spirit to those passing by. I also notices few carollers now compared on our time. Its much more exciting before especially when we do our Christmas carollings to our place and the nearby Barangays. We always do the carollings nine days so that we can have more earnings on the Christmas Eve. Now few childrens do the same thing maybe because theyre more exposed to more social and different lifestyles. I still want to embraced the older traditions and i hope the young generations will learn to appreciate the past and learn from it.

Love and Its Adversity

Choosing the person youll fall with is never a matter of the mind, its a matter of the heart.

Lately ive been talking to a man whom i knew is commited already, commitment which by far i knew makes both of us awkward sometimes. Though he is not legally binded yet but the fact that he has already a girlfriend made our friendship so complicated.Once, we were at our middel of our conversations when he happened to talk about her, i dont understand why i felt a sudden change of mood which i knew i have no right to deal with especially that i knew what they are and what they have.Sounds confusing too because sometimes i felt the guy is investing emotionally for me and by me which by far made me so confused if he into her? or he is into me. But one time, i asked him if he loves the girl, and he says yes, but then he still wants to keep me. The following day i promised to myself not to talk to him again but missing him is such a pain in my heart that i still wanted to talk to him DESPITE and INSPITE of. I really wanted to cut the rope already because i knew at the end of the day its me that will just be broken but still i cant do it until this very day.Was askin sometimes, why is this guy kept on callin me several times a day when he is commited to this girl? Why do he choose to be with me and spendsa talk for more than five hours and choose me as his last person to talk with? Why do i felt this way when i knew im the girl on the pedestal and never on his arms, i hope all all these whys will be answered in time.

My sister keeps on telling me to just stop and find somebody else to befriend with but i choose not, i choose and follow what is making me happy and last night as we talked over matters that are simply personal, he choose to give me hint that he has just no choice. Of course, its so painful but its still bearable coz love is also about fighting the one person we love. Its about a game of winning and lossing, of choices and beyond choices. Its still in our hands if we choose to do the winning or choose to let go of that person. Maybe by now, he choose the later. Maybe it isnt really for our road but like i said to him, "i choose to understand", but the understanding goes beyond, keeping for myself that love i have for him and in no time be revealed. If it was right love then it was not just the perfect moment. And in time, it will just be givcn and will just find its way to the right ending.

wink*

Christmas Shopping

Christmas is upon us again. a time where parties are everywhere, exchanging gifts and even the spirit of friendship and camaraderie should be best shown. Forgiving and forgeting those who have hurt you and expressing peace to them. Normally when Christmas season comes, shopping is the most common thing we observed, maybe because bonuses are given left and right and indeed its the time of gift giving and sharing our blessing to people close to us and even to those less fortunate. In shopping you can just do it by going to malls or in this era, its much easier at the comfort of your home through online shopping where you can also find great deals and even has the chance to compare prices. Last year, i have browsed a great pair of accesories at Sulit.com.ph and i am impressed really by the people selling at the site, they offer great products at an affordable rate plus the site itself is very much credible if youre asking of the security and safety of your purchases. This Christmas i am very sure that part of my shopping techniques is doing an online window shopping. hope u do too.

Who is your Bet?

Tomorrow is the much awaiteed game of the pound for pound boxing of the world - Manny Pacquio against Margarito. I heard that those who cater for live telecast were already fully booked even the movie worth of the nearby mall has already closed its tickets for tomorrows live streaming. I am really praying that Manny will make it once gaian coz we are really proud of him since the start. Hopefully he can make it.

Cold Night

December is fast approaching and as the holiday season is coming, the cold air seems to be felt early. As early as this month you really can feel the Christmas Season especially during early morning. The cold breeze seems an indication that the holiday is already here and that its time to share, give and love.

Happy Halloween

Today is All Saints Day but i wonder why people seems to focus more on their dearly departed than on going to the church and pay tribute to our saints. This is one of the common mistakes of Catholic people. Seems they ignore that Nov. 1 is a holiday of obligation like Christmas Day which signifies the birthday of our Lord Jesus. Like any othe Catholic Holy Day, each Catholic is required to go to church coz it will became a mortal sin if you missed attending mass on the said day. Before i never bothered on this day but after i heard from priest explanation i now knew the significant of this day. Tomorrow is the right day for our dead loved ones, hope we pay tribute to them and prayed their soul.